to just sit upside down?
Maybe its a sign that not enough blood is getting to my brain or something but I have had the urge to just sit literally heels over ass for a couple of months now. This might be my most random post ever but all in all it kind of make me wonder… is it a sign of being complacent and subconsciously I want to shake up the norm with an off the wall idea or activity? Am I in a rut and its manifesting in this weird want of looking like a 4 year old? Could I be feeling like I just want people to kiss my rear and are giving them easier access to said booty? Am I a bit burned out and the weird is starting to show?
Yup. Most random post ever.
But I actually can’t help but wonder if its all of the above in one way or the other. I’ve been having to go and stay with my Dude at preschool for almost 4 hours a day 4 days a week for about a month now and while I actually have a lot of fun with the kids its been really draining. I thought that by not sending him to daycare, not that we could afford daycare at the time, was being a good mom but he’s been having troubles learning to socialize that all the other kids seem to have down and I question my decision. I think he’s getting better but his behaviour makes me have to go with him so he can go and that leaves me a stressed momma and behind at home in work and projects.
I don’t usually like or want to be a bummer but its on my mind. So bear with me and my delays in emails and general demeanor :3 I know it will all come together, it HAS to.
Maybe I should take up the urge and see what happens? What’s the worst that could happen? 🙂